Monday, October 12, 2015

DAMAGE

Kim Boa (SPICA)

DAMAGE


I’m doing this because I think I will die if you’re not here
My confession to you after grabbing you as you were turning away
It was a little childish but I asked to spend our futures together
I thought we would last forever back then
Avoiding trouble by saying I love you
Giving excuses of being busy when it got lazy
Trying to be understanding due to the familiarity
Pretending to be a victim whenever a difficult situation came along

Our replies became just as short as our shortened phone conversations
Even when you cried because there were no answers after fighting all night, I was numb
From some point, we were upset with each other
Even when we were next to each other, we didn’t face each other
Frustrated, I put an end to the love that I started
The words of breaking up that I spit out of anger are now chaining my ankles
Time passes and like an idiot, I’m missing you

I said it was over and pretended to be cool with a smile
I thought I would be okay after time passed
But why am I the one who’s hurting?
You’re the one who shed tears over the last goodbye
But why am I the one who’s hurting?

After you left, damage
At first, it was good without you, my days were comfortable
After you left, damage
I didn’t know I’d be like this, I thought I did the right thing

From some point, my laughter turned into sighs
When you started picking up my calls with an annoyed voice
I couldn’t say anything as tears welled up at your cold voice
Then you got annoyed that I was crying again
Even our fights grew strengthless at some point
And the reason for us to meet was just out of a pointless sense of obligation

An emotional tug-of-war
A dangerous tightrope walking
It always repeats, me getting angry, you not saying anything

As a result of our fights, I tried to say something a bit harsher than before
Foreshadowing our breakup
The only thing that builds up is unhappiness, I feel your anxiety
As I see you like that, the pressure increases
Yeah, I was so young back then
My young love lacked so much
My lacking love hurt you (it made you leave)
Now I’m asking you to come back, as I sell my longing for you

I said it was over and pretended to be cool with a smile
I thought I would be okay after time passed
But why am I the one who’s hurting?
You’re the one who shed tears over the last goodbye
But why am I the one who’s hurting?

After you left, damage
At first, it was good without you, my days were comfortable
After you left, damage
I didn’t know I’d be like this, I thought I did the right thing

Thank you, thank you for being bad till the end
Thank you for being pathetic
Because you made the memories of me loving
Someone like you, someone so bad like you
Go away

After you left, damage
At first, it was good without you, my days were comfortable
After you left, damage
I didn’t know I’d be like this, I thought I did the right thing

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